第四十五章 满月（一）
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就算我知道了绿云很有可能就是害我早产的人<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>但她背后的是郑贵妃<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>而且现在证据不足<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>只能将此事埋在心底<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>虽然现在我没有办法整治这帮人<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>但只要等到我的玉儿平安长大<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>前前后后那么多账<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>早晚跟她们算清楚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>
我产后体虚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>仍要日夜不停的照料玉儿<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>很有些力不从心<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>好在母亲已找到了合适的奶娘<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>只等一个机会好送进宫来了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
巧的是这日皇上来看我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>大约是好几天未见的缘故<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>说我越来越瘦<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>脸色也很不好的样子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
我哂笑道：“真是应了那句古话<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>养儿方知父母恩<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾现在只带着一个孩子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>却有些顾不上自己了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”
启恒挑了挑眉<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>道：“现在知道累了也不晚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>朕这就让皇后去寻个奶娘来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”见我低着头不说话<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>又问：“怎么<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>不喜欢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
我抬头冲他笑了笑<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>说：“其实上回母亲来看我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>就已经劝过我了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾是皇上的妃子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾的一切本该是皇上的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>可是为了一点小事臣妾总是为难皇上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>让皇上破例<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾于心不安<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”
他唇边泛起淡淡笑意：“哦<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>那么你的意思呢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
我想了想<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>道：“玉儿才落地<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>皇后娘娘就张罗着为臣妾找奶娘的事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>可是臣妾太任性了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>让皇后为难<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>这个时候再麻烦皇后<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>臣妾真是……无地自容了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”
“皇后乃后宫之主<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>这本是她分内之事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>有什么为难不为难的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
“话虽如此<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>但臣妾心中惶恐<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>还望皇上见谅<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”我尽量让自己的笑容看起来得体<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>声音也越来越温柔<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>“为了不麻烦皇后娘娘<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>臣妾已经请母亲在宫外找了个奶娘<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>不知皇上可否……”
他忽然“哼”了一声<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>冷冷道：“你方才还说朕屡次为你破例你心中不安<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>可是现在却又要朕为你破例<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>奶娘从来都是皇后和尚宫局的人挑选<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>什么时候轮到妃嫔娘家的人插手了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
“皇上……”我目瞪口呆<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
他愤然一甩袖<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>道：“此事不必再说了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”说着就要离去<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
我呆了片刻<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>厉声喊道：“如果皇上要臣妾和玉儿的命<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>现在就拿去吧<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>好过将来被人莫名其妙的害死<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>落得个有冤无处诉<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
他的身形猛地一顿<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>回头满脸震惊的望着我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>周围的宫人早已吓得都退了下去<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>殿内只剩我俩互不相让的瞪着对方<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
“启恒<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>我知道你从来就不希望我有孩子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>我和孩子几次三番身陷险境<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>你都……视若无睹<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”说出最后四个字<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>心<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>寒凉成冰<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
他反身走到床边<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>指尖勾起我的下颚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>冷冷道：“凭你说出这样的诛心之言<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>朕就该杀了你<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span><span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
我笑了起来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>笑着笑着却又流出了眼泪：“杀我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>对你来说是轻而易举的事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>白绫<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>匕首<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>还是……毒药呢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>要杀就来个痛快吧<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>这样钝刀子割肉一样的折磨<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>我受够了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
“阿娆<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”他呵斥了一声<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>眼里一闪而逝的惊痛<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>
我甩开他的手<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>一连串的发问：“皇上难道没有仔细想过<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>雅妃一个草原女子怎会懂得什么赏雪宴<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>明明打扫的干干净净的地面怎会有油渍<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>而且刚好让人踩到的时候撞到了我的身上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>皇上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>这些您就从来没有怀疑过吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>您以为只要杖毙那个宫女<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>就什么事都没有了吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
他回避了我的目光<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
我悲愤的几乎要大哭出来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
我知道你要顾及郑氏一门和二皇子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>可是二皇子是你的儿子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>十二皇子就不是你的儿子吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>
不<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>说到底<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>你所最重要的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>是皇位<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>是皇权<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>
他转过身<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>有些疲惫的说：“你还没出月子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>情绪这样大<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>对身子不好<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>找奶娘的事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>朕会处理的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>你放心好了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”
他让我失望的次数已经够多了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>再多两次<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>也没什么<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
又过了两天<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>奶娘的事没什么进展<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>刘有余却带回一个让我更心寒的消息<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
“连海死了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>说是晚上喝醉了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>走夜路掉井里去了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>尸身被拉走的时候奴才让禄子去看过<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>后颈上一道淤青<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>分明是……是被人打昏之后再推入井里的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”
我坐直了身子：“那绿云呢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
“绿云倒是没什么<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>还在雅妃那里当差<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>只不过她家里人就……”
“她家里人怎么了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”我的心一阵阵发寒<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>难道为了保守这个秘密<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>会灭她满门不成<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>
刘有余道：“小德子出宫看了一下<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>她家人从清平坊搬走了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>说是躲债去了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>具体搬去了哪儿<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>谁也不知道啊<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
我正愣神间<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>谷雨跑了进来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>一进来就惊慌失措的说：“我刚才听说<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>承香殿的绿云上吊了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
春分忙问：“你听谁说的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
谷雨道：“我刚才路过承香殿听里面的人说的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>好端端的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>怎么会上吊<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>她不是升了一等<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>正得意吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
因谷雨的性子憨直<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>又天真烂漫<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>念着过去的情谊<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>有些事我没有让她知道<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>为的就是不想让她也变成后宫里的死水<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>看不到一点波澜<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>我宁愿她保持着这一份童真<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>快快乐乐的活到出宫<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
所以关于绿云的事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>她并没有参与<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>可是没想到<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>绿云这么快就死了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
在这个时候死了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>就在我和启恒说出那些话之后的两天<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
我闭上眼<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>躺在床上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>挥挥手<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>对她们说：“我累得很<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>你们都下去吧<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
“娘娘……”春分似乎想劝慰我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>
我只是摇了摇头：“没事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>都下去吧<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>”
她们都退了出去<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>闭上眼<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>眼前便是漆黑一片<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>我像是游走在暗夜里的盲人<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>看不到一丝光明；又像是飘在海面上忍受着风暴的浮萍<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>总感觉随时都会被涌流吞没<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>
身边的小人儿忽然动了一下<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>我忙睁开眼看向他<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>他却只是嘟了嘟嘴<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>却没醒来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>
我怔怔的看着他<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>忽然攥紧了手心<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>
人常说<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>为母则强<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>
所以我为了我的孩子要变得强大<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>才能应付那些随时可能伤害我们的敌人<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>哪怕那个敌人是这孩子的父亲<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>我也<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598750/12786725/-8683841498143934630.png)''></span>绝不退缩<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>
（PS：是不是又开始啰嗦了我）
我产后体虚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>仍要日夜不停的照料玉儿<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>很有些力不从心<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>好在母亲已找到了合适的奶娘<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>只等一个机会好送进宫来了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
巧的是这日皇上来看我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>大约是好几天未见的缘故<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>说我越来越瘦<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>脸色也很不好的样子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
我哂笑道：“真是应了那句古话<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>养儿方知父母恩<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾现在只带着一个孩子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>却有些顾不上自己了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”
启恒挑了挑眉<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>道：“现在知道累了也不晚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>朕这就让皇后去寻个奶娘来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”见我低着头不说话<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>又问：“怎么<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>不喜欢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
我抬头冲他笑了笑<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>说：“其实上回母亲来看我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>就已经劝过我了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾是皇上的妃子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾的一切本该是皇上的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>可是为了一点小事臣妾总是为难皇上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>让皇上破例<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>臣妾于心不安<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”
他唇边泛起淡淡笑意：“哦<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>那么你的意思呢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
我想了想<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>道：“玉儿才落地<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>皇后娘娘就张罗着为臣妾找奶娘的事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>可是臣妾太任性了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975778.png)''></span>让皇后为难<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>这个时候再麻烦皇后<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>臣妾真是……无地自容了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”
“皇后乃后宫之主<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>这本是她分内之事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>有什么为难不为难的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
“话虽如此<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>但臣妾心中惶恐<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>还望皇上见谅<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”我尽量让自己的笑容看起来得体<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>声音也越来越温柔<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>“为了不麻烦皇后娘娘<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>臣妾已经请母亲在宫外找了个奶娘<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>不知皇上可否……”
他忽然“哼”了一声<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>冷冷道：“你方才还说朕屡次为你破例你心中不安<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>可是现在却又要朕为你破例<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>奶娘从来都是皇后和尚宫局的人挑选<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>什么时候轮到妃嫔娘家的人插手了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
“皇上……”我目瞪口呆<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
他愤然一甩袖<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>道：“此事不必再说了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”说着就要离去<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
我呆了片刻<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>厉声喊道：“如果皇上要臣妾和玉儿的命<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>现在就拿去吧<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>好过将来被人莫名其妙的害死<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>落得个有冤无处诉<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
他的身形猛地一顿<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>回头满脸震惊的望着我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>周围的宫人早已吓得都退了下去<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>殿内只剩我俩互不相让的瞪着对方<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
“启恒<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>我知道你从来就不希望我有孩子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>我和孩子几次三番身陷险境<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>你都……视若无睹<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”说出最后四个字<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>心<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>寒凉成冰<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
他反身走到床边<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>指尖勾起我的下颚<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>冷冷道：“凭你说出这样的诛心之言<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>朕就该杀了你<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span><span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
我笑了起来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>笑着笑着却又流出了眼泪：“杀我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>对你来说是轻而易举的事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>白绫<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>匕首<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>还是……毒药呢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>要杀就来个痛快吧<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>这样钝刀子割肉一样的折磨<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406057515.png)''></span>我受够了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
“阿娆<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”他呵斥了一声<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>眼里一闪而逝的惊痛<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>
我甩开他的手<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>一连串的发问：“皇上难道没有仔细想过<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>雅妃一个草原女子怎会懂得什么赏雪宴<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>明明打扫的干干净净的地面怎会有油渍<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>而且刚好让人踩到的时候撞到了我的身上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>皇上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>这些您就从来没有怀疑过吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>您以为只要杖毙那个宫女<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>就什么事都没有了吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
他回避了我的目光<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
我悲愤的几乎要大哭出来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
我知道你要顾及郑氏一门和二皇子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>可是二皇子是你的儿子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>十二皇子就不是你的儿子吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>
不<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>说到底<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>你所最重要的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>是皇位<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>是皇权<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>
他转过身<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>有些疲惫的说：“你还没出月子<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>情绪这样大<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>对身子不好<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>找奶娘的事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>朕会处理的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>你放心好了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”
他让我失望的次数已经够多了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>再多两次<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>也没什么<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
又过了两天<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>奶娘的事没什么进展<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>刘有余却带回一个让我更心寒的消息<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
“连海死了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>说是晚上喝醉了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>走夜路掉井里去了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>尸身被拉走的时候奴才让禄子去看过<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>后颈上一道淤青<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>分明是……是被人打昏之后再推入井里的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>”
我坐直了身子：“那绿云呢<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
“绿云倒是没什么<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>还在雅妃那里当差<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>只不过她家里人就……”
“她家里人怎么了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”我的心一阵阵发寒<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>难道为了保守这个秘密<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>会灭她满门不成<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>
刘有余道：“小德子出宫看了一下<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>她家人从清平坊搬走了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>说是躲债去了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>具体搬去了哪儿<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)''></span>谁也不知道啊<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
我正愣神间<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>谷雨跑了进来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>一进来就惊慌失措的说：“我刚才听说<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>承香殿的绿云上吊了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
春分忙问：“你听谁说的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
谷雨道：“我刚才路过承香殿听里面的人说的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>好端端的<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>怎么会上吊<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>她不是升了一等<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>正得意吗<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)''></span>”
因谷雨的性子憨直<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>又天真烂漫<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>念着过去的情谊<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>有些事我没有让她知道<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>为的就是不想让她也变成后宫里的死水<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>看不到一点波澜<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>我宁愿她保持着这一份童真<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>快快乐乐的活到出宫<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
所以关于绿云的事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>她并没有参与<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>可是没想到<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>绿云这么快就死了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
在这个时候死了<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>就在我和启恒说出那些话之后的两天<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)''></span>
我闭上眼<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>躺在床上<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>挥挥手<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>对她们说：“我累得很<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>你们都下去吧<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>”
“娘娘……”春分似乎想劝慰我<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>
我只是摇了摇头：“没事<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>都下去吧<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>”
她们都退了出去<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>闭上眼<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>眼前便是漆黑一片<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>我像是游走在暗夜里的盲人<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>看不到一丝光明；又像是飘在海面上忍受着风暴的浮萍<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>总感觉随时都会被涌流吞没<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>
身边的小人儿忽然动了一下<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>我忙睁开眼看向他<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>他却只是嘟了嘟嘴<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>却没醒来<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>
我怔怔的看着他<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>忽然攥紧了手心<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>
人常说<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>为母则强<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>
所以我为了我的孩子要变得强大<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>才能应付那些随时可能伤害我们的敌人<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)''></span>哪怕那个敌人是这孩子的父亲<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)''></span>我也<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598750/12786725/-8683841498143934630.png)''></span>绝不退缩<span class=''character'' style=''background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)''></span>
（PS：是不是又开始啰嗦了我）
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